Sunday, February 22, 2009

jackson rathbone

alrights. I'm still obsess about jackson rathbone.yes i am. woohoo.
if you guys don't like him or don't know him. beware that this post is FULL of him.
there this website contains his pictures over thousands.in facts its 8000++.
that's massive.i just viewed up to 200.



































FINISH!!!WOOHOO.i love him
but baby, dear. i love you more.
-about the effect of silence on human relations.
Why are we embarrassed by silence?
What comfort do we find in all the noise?

Tuesday With Morrie-Mitch Albom

Saturday, February 21, 2009

look at the weather.it's a fine day to sleep.
sleep with cat left and right.after i leave my cat alone to update,he's still asleep.
cute little orange.

well, it's nice to sleep in but but.always a but.
i have to iron my clothes after this and shower and get ready for a war at swensen's.
yes a war. this time I'm forcing my sleepy body to work.

I've been having this constant migraine.and it's a nice feeling(sarcastic).
and pain at my lower part of my back, left and right.
pain pain pain.shit this pain

O Allah, Give me strength.

pg 52

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to
let it come in."

Tuesday With Morrie-Mitch Albom

Monday, February 16, 2009

hard.

it's hard to be hard like stone.
it's hard to pretend every time.
it's hard to put on a smile.
it's hard to pretend not miss you anymore.
it's even hard to ignore.
I'm detaching some part of myself.
I'm learning to let go.
I'm letting it go now.
the part i hated the most.
the part i keep on saying"i hate you,i will never regard you as my friend!"
however the scar is still there.
I'm learning to let go.
the pain i held in me.


alrights.I'm super uper per er r TIRED IRED RED ED D.!!!will be at SIMS tomorrow.
not looking forward for it.seriously I'm not.

my little brother have grow so tall.tall like beanstalk.have to look up and suffer of neck pain.
I'm jealous, i want to be tall! haha, I'm complaining. i should not do this.
i should appreciate.

the part i find it's hard to accept is, my little chubby brother is gone.
he is the one who i like to bully. the one i always bring for RAYA.
even though he make me angry i still brought him along.
i love him that's why.time goes by, i learn to treasure my family.
MY FAMILY always come first.even i lost all my friend.
i have my family there.

I'm tired of everything got to do with decision.
ikut rasa hati ku lepaskan semua.
i'm tired to decide.

and baby, ruhaizat, i love you.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

ruhaizat baby.


i love this guy alot.and yes i do realise,we seldom meet.we always argue.always argue.
every message is a sad one.i don't like it.i hate it.

and baby,don't be sad alright?don't wish things that are beyond our hand.
oh god, if i'm a angel i will grant you those wishes.but dear, i'm not.

i don't love dresses and skirts.i just like them.that means i don't wear them always.

i'm only pretty only in your dreams.enjoy your dream, dear.

tiredlahhsehh.


this precious little sister so cute lahh sehh!!bought for me teddy with heart shape!!
well,i didn't buy anything for her.i work lahh sehh on Valentine's Day.
boring kan?

i had breakfast at Secret Recipe/IMM with my dearest family.
ate pancake lahh,salad lahh and cake lahh sehh!!
FULL FULL.nice.super nice spend time with family.
however, this last until 3 plus pm then i off to work.

boringlahh sehh asyik-asyik kerja.
tak cukup isnin-jumaat kat hospital.
sabtu dan ahad pun nak kerja.
kalu tak kerja orang berkata-kata.
aku ni penat tau.aku ni bukan robot lahh sehh.
Ya Allah,kuatkan lahh diri ku ini.

was busy at swensen's on Valentine's Day.can't stand it.customer keep on coming.
saw colleague working like zombie with smiley plaster on their faces.
after work eat eat!!EAT EAT!!

stress je makan.makan je stress.
buncit buncit buncit!!aduhai!!

BABY ORANGE!!



LOOK look!!baby orange so BIG now.
cute kan?sleep with junior.become brothers.
baby orange is a small bully.bully junior until junior hissed at him.
naughty naughty cat!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

i'm a bitch, i know.

today went out with baby.have dinner at Sakura/Far East.
initially the plan was to watch a movie then DINNER!!
however my dear baby have no clue or idea what to watch.
me with my mood swing SAID "don't watch anything uh"*show the bitch face*
yes!I'm cruel at that point of time.I'm a BITCH,what can i say.

bitch, i am.i know.

everybody is selfish.even i am.do you think you are selfish?

Monday, February 9, 2009

pg43

I thought of something else Morrie had told me:
"So many people walk around with meaningless life.
They seem half-asleep, even when they're doing things they think are
important.

This is because they're chasing the wrong things.
The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving
others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to
creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."


I knew he was right.

Tuesday With Morrie-Mitch Albom
first day in new ward.
great.

i need suctioning.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Happy Birthday To You.
Nadiah

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Full Moon

page 194

I've thought a lot about that night.
I believe my mother saved my life.
I also believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely,
above the swirling waters, and sometimes that means you'll never know what they
endured, and you may treat unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.

But there's a story behind everything.
How a picture got on the
wall.
How a scar got your face.
Sometimes the stories are simple, and
sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking.
But behind all your stories is
always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begins.

For One
More Day-Mitch Albom

chapter 6

Life is funny, isn't it?
Just when you think you've got it all figured it out, just when you finally
begin to plan something, get excited about it and feel like you know what
direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows
the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and you're lost.
It is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction.

Where Rainbows End-Cecelia Ahern