Songs

A friend made me addicted to this song.

Camelia-Irwansyah

Good lucks!!

Good luck to all dearest friends who will sit for Biology test for tomorrow.

Burn Midnight Oil Tonight.

Hello Aishah!!

A morning to start

Witness this stupid incident. Happened in the train. On the way to school.
Lady A and Lady B. Fighting for seats!! Dumb. Don't know where the lady b put her brain.
She shouted at lady a, lady a was sick. Can see from her face.
Shouted that why lady a did not give up her seats to elderly people.
CRAP. Total crap. Lead to a couple of slaps and vulgarities. All this from lady b.
Very uncivilised insignificant piece of rotten meat!!!
After all the chaos, lady b sit. Crazy!! Scold lady a , sit after lady a exits out.
VERY BAD KAN!?!?!? Sit when there's old people around.

So tell me who is the selfish one?

I want my bed right now but i can't.

Must study. Must revise. Must have faith.

SHAGGED!!!!

Who want to join me scratch head til it bleeds?

Hello aishah!!

I passed my phase test, yay to me.
Grandmother came over to stay. Only for one day.
At least something exciting happened rather than staying at home, study and stay at one spot like a log.
Today, working. I'm half heartedly wanting to go to work. I'm sleepy.
Haiyayayaya!!! I don't even know what i want to update on. It such a bore if everyday is the same.

Wishes.

Happy birthday dear, Farah Nabilah.

And of course i will remember.

I can't believe tomorrow is my class phase test. Very very nervous. Oh my.

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE ARE HAVING TEST TOMORROW.

I'm super stress. I can shed my tears without knowing.

I love you, Ruhaizat. I don't think you know.

Reflection

It's the second week and i'm already exhausted. Tell me who doesn't?
It's getting tough and tougher in time to come.

This course teaches me alot of thing and it's not me alone who realise this.
When i look back, i realise I'm a stupid idiot who do not make an effort to study, only last minute.
However now different, almost everyday, books are open and brain are receiving information.
It's either before sleep or early morning before school.
IT'S A MIRACLE THAT I'M NOT LAZY WHEN COME TO NURSING.

I have to agree to some of my precious friends that we are not this hardworking when secondary.
Sometimes i do regret on why i did not study and do well in secondary.
I'm fortunate that I'm in ITE now.
Don't think ITE slack, in fact some course i know is the opposite.

Still sick.
HELLO AISHAH!! If you read.

Before the school term started, i just recovered from flu, cough, sore throat and the list goes on.
NOW, i can't believe that I'm sick all over again. Have to start on my medication again.
Restrict myself from wonderful sweet things. That's the reason why i can't finish my wonderful chocolate that i got from dearest friends and dear.

Bad right? Enough about the sickness and chocolate. I can't believe I'm suffering from massive outburst of pimples.
FOUR pimple at the same time. I really can't believe this. The last time i have this outburst was in primary school.
THAT was a long time ago.

I want to shift the furniture in my room, however no ideas in this brain of mine and plus the condition I'm in.
I have my new bed already, wonderful wonderful. I'm so use to sleep on mattress itself, i feel weird to sleep on a bed.
So high that's why. I'm wondering if i will fall off the bed or not. HAHA. End up with blue black all over the body.

CANT GO GYM TODAY.

Got this beautiful pimple on my face. Four beautiful pimples. ADUHAI!

My body super aching. From next week onward,it is going to be a hectic and busy week.

AND AND AND it's tougher this time.

Bless me and my soul.

AND AND AND my baby is in the same school with me. Eventhough we are in the same school, we don't often see each other. My timetable too pack. WOO, pack crazy.. HAILAMAK!!

Let's scratch head till it bleeds.

Till the blood stain your finger nails.

Jyeahh.

School is tomorrow.

Tomorrow is school.

Hell is school.

School is hell.

SO tomorrow is hell.

"The Fantasy"

With the lights out it's a little less dangerous
Even with a stranger never gets painless
Don't be afraid (afraid, afraid)

Every time I think I'm gonna change it (think I'm gonna change it, think I'm gonna change it)
It's driving me (driving me) insane (insane)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It's the fantasy

Maybe tonight we can forget about it all
It could be just like heaven
I am a machine
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It's the fantasy

Say it, say it, say what you believe
Say it, say it, to me

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
Automatic, I imagine, I believe

Do you live
Do you die
Do you bleed
For the fantasy

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It's the fantasy
Automatic, I imagine, I believe
Automatic, I imagine, I believe

Say it, say it, say what you believe
(Automatic, I imagine, I believe)
Say it, say it, say it to me
(Automatic, I imagine, I believe)
Say it, say it, say what you believe
(Automatic, I imagine, I believe)
Say it, say it, say it to me
Automatic, I imagine, I believe
I believe, I believe, I believe

Such feelings.

It feels good to see other people enjoy themselves with their love ones.

Especially their cousins. To see how close they are. The closeness that i envy.

The closeness that i wish to have.

Can you tell me which is Jackson Rathbone?

I hope in time to come, my dreams don't shattered into nano pieces.

Looking forward for school because too bored at home.

Not looking forward because too tired to travel.

Almost giving up.

Oh shit, Oh whatever!

Scratch til it bleeds.

I can't avoid thinking of it. It just make me cry.

And i can't say

"Oh, well whatever."

"Grow old along with me! The best is yet to
be"

Robert Browning

I can't choose.

This is unfair.

I'm at my losing end.

O Allah, Give me strength to endure and face the things, i don't wish for.

today was...

AWESOME!!

After work, went for to have sushi at Shin Tokyo with sushi people.

SUSHI PEOPLE consist of:

• My sushi AISHAH
• My sushi ERNIE
• My sushi INDRA

YEAH,had fun just now. We should do this more often.