to fai.

To you my friend.
Be strong, i know you can.
I'm here for you.

I KNOW I CAN

Scratch head with me, PEOPLE!!!!!!
Till it bleed!!

I really can't believe that tomorrow onward is going to be my last week in school.
The following week is Examination.
It means more hardwork must pour in.

I can't wait for the school days to be over and holiday!!
Yes yes yes, i'm looking forward for that.
And after the holiday it's going to be stressful month as it is the start of my attachment.

Ikutkan hati kau sahaja.
Ingatlah yang kau ni lebih muda.
Hormatilah ibumu.

10'000 PROMISES

Family portrait

This is what i learn in school.

Neuroanatomy of the brain.

And now, the parts of the brain.
Performed by... the Brain

Neocortex, frontal lobe
Brain stem!Brain stem!
Hippocampus, neuron node, right hemisphere
Pons and cortex visual
Brain stem!Brain stem!
Sylvian fissure, pineal, left hemisphere
Cerebellum left, cerebellum right
Synapse, hypothalamus, striate and dendrite

Axon fibers, matter gray
Brain stem!Brain stem!
central tegmental pathway
temporal lobe
White core matter, forebrain skull
Brain stem!Brain stem!
Central fissure,cord spinal, parietal,
Pia mater, meningeal vein,
Medulla oblongata and lobe limbic
Microelectrodes
The Brain!

That ought to keep the little squirts happy!

I can't believe that when i wake up in the morning later.
I'll be on the way either sleeping or studying.
There's a test!! Wow. I'm stress right now.
After this random post, i will have my sleep.

For those sitting for PCA test, GOOD LUCK!!!

I asked somebody that day.
"Eh, if eye lid twitch twitch what uh?"

She answered.
"Something is going to happen and you will cry, not today but the future to come."
I was shocked to hear this.

And today i cried hardcore!

It happen so fast. The school term is going to end soon.
Thursday test. Next two week Examination. Next week Sims training.
Wow, This term really pack.

I feel like i have not done anything right in my life.
I feel like I'm a failure.
I feel like everything i do is not my very best.

I know i can't impress everybody.
I know i can't make everybody crack a smile.
And yes I'm a crazy fella, i guess you don't know me well.

I must learn to detach myself.

Even how much i try, I can't win.

I'm on my verge to break lose.

And i can't afford this.

I'm trying my best not to give up.

Now i know that i can't rely on people too much.

This morning, somebody commented something to me.
"Eh sia, you have huge eye bag sia!!"
I replied,
"I don't know what i do til like this."

I even dozed off in train while standing. Can't control it.
SERIOUSLY SLEEPY.

O Allah give me strength.

All i want now is my bed.
Rest my head and close my tired eyes.

CRAP LIKE HER DON'T DESERVE RESPECT.

It's ridiculously crap coming from her pie hole.
Try to make us feel like crap in front of Mankind who seem to be like her.
Purely crap. Crap like her don't deserve RESPECT.
Yes no respect. So what if she is a thousand years experience being the person she is now.
The next time she tries to find the spot to smack, I'm sure my voice can be heard across the hall.

And and and, He talk to me. YEAH!!

Another week of endurance.

It means HELL.

This day

I'm loving this day. Fetch adik in the morning. Then went out.
I spend a lot sehh. It's been a long time since i spend time with adik.
I love this moment. I have a lot of things to do in my head.
Hopefully i get it done ASAP.

Yes, To those who will sit for Gerontology paper on monday, good luck!!

I don't wish to argue.