SINCE

Since you said you tired of holding on.
Since you doubt my feelings.
Since you said you feel that i did not clap hands with you.
Since every fight you said "leave me".

You threatened me with those actions and talks.
How do i feel? Maybe for you i feel nothing.

Just nothing.

However i do have feelings, do you ever thought of that?

You did saw me.
You ignore me.

I have grown thinner.
I have grown eye bag on my face.
I becoming more sick.

A good combination.

It's already over.

i really can't believe that she said to mother. was abit furious. Take a look at you now. You are still young. Oh god. What kind of decision is that?

I thought you are strong.
I thought you can be better than this.
You are running away again.
I can't believe this.
What so good about them that you run to them.
What so good??

I have enough of this madness.
FFFFFFFF!!!!