To be listen to

A lot of us just need/want to be heard, and not to be lash out by someone.
We need to let our emotions out and not get condemned.
Even if our emotions or feelings at that moment were wrong, don't correct us.
We just need to lighten ourselves.
We just need that.

Selfish - Happy Mother's Day

I think I am just being selfish by saying happy mother's day to me, myself.
I have stepped up a lot of times when she fails to do her job. I am being selfish, right? 
I have this stupid dark feeling inside. I just cannot get it out. I just wish I can drop everything and run. I wish i feel nothing. 

This year 2020, Ramadhan is an emotional and mental turmoil for me. I break my fast alone every single day. I am usually alright being alone but this feeling is different. It overwhelms me. Too much.

I don't know what is the definition of mother-father or what they are supposed to do. What are their responsibilities? I am the father-mother to myself, that's how I know it to be. 

I don't know anymore.