I've made you angry,didn't i?

In my life, i didn't make any successful relationship, friendship or whatsoever.I end up losing them.How much i try to hold on. It didn't work. I'm too coward or maybe a bitch.
I'm so lost. i lose my close friend.
I'm not surprise if i lose you, because i know i lose everything even how much i treasure them.

I lose too much, i feel like a loser now.Oh god.