I just have no mood in almost everything i do.
A lot of assignment. I wish i can just kill myself without feeling the pain.
I just lost interest to almost everything.

I just don't get it. Why the hell it happened to me?
What did i do? I can't picture myself with someone ignoring me.
It'll be emotional for me.
I should have just shut my pie hole and pretend nothing happen.
God, help me.

I sleep almost every time in train. To and fro.
I sleep like a pig. With all the sudden jerk. Mouth open. Almost miss my station.
Yes, that bad til other passenger actually can laugh.
Yeah right, I'm a clown to you guys.