Love

Love me without fear. Trust me without wondering. Love me without restrictions. Want me without demand. Accept me for who I am.

Healing,

Healing the heart is a gradual process of unfoldment, one layer at a time. Each time we think we are through our healing, we really just healed one layer.

Change.

Don't change because they ask you to. They should accept the you are. They should adapt the way you are.

your heart

It is impossible for your heart to open fully to another when it is completely closed to someone in your past.

Fucking Shit

Even our 24th together you can't spend time with me.

Hmmm.

Aku akui aku merinduimu.

Teramat sekali.

"Love You Like A Love Song"

[Verse 1]
It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of them
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

"Rain On Me"

It's a sunny day
So I got nowhere to hide
Not a cloud in the sky
So I'm pretending I've got something in my eyes
Just so you won't see me cry

So I wait for the storm, (oooh)
To hide all my tears
But it's taking too long
But I won't run for the door, (oooh)
'Coz if you think I'm weak then that makes you strong

So rain on me,
What's the price of thunder?
Rain on me
It's like I'm waiting in a hundred degrees
So rain on me
I'll be standing under
So rain on me
Disguise my tears so that you'll never see
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)

I won't give you the pleasure
To see me breaking
And that's how you'll remember me
You're not worth it
I'll get better, only down for a second
I won't give you the victory

So I wait for the storm, (oooh)
To hide all my tears
But it's taking too long
But I won't run for the door, (oooh)
'Coz if you think I'm weak then that makes you strong

So rain on me,
What's the price of thunder?
Rain on me
It's like I'm waiting in a hundred degrees
So rain on me
I'll be standing under
So rain on me
Disguise my tears so that you'll never see
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)

It's a sunny day,
So I got nowhere to hide
Not a cloud in the sky
So I'm pretending I've got something in my eyes
Just so you won't see me cry

So rain on me,
What's the price of thunder?
Rain on me
It's like I'm waiting in a hundred degrees
So rain on me
I'll be standing under
So rain on me
Disguise my tears so that you'll never see
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)
Let it rain (let it rain, let it rain on me, let it rain, let it rain on me)
Let it rain (my tears are the rainfall and flow right to the sea)

Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, oh
Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, let it rain
Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, let it rain

You

Have my heart.

What the hell

I don't know what goes through my mind.

I'm so confused.

Wire mix and tangle. Ugh just what i need.

You know

always love you bee.

You know

always love you bee.

I think I..

pms-ing.

Really

I give up.

How much I try my best to be patience.

People just don't see it.

What the hell.

What good is love?

It comes and take its toll on us.

Feels like...

I tried my best.

I still feel like a failure.

I feel like breaking down.

Poke poke poke

The poking in my head. Hurt.

Crushed

Feeling crushed like those ice blends.

Okay crap. I dont feel like moving.

I feel like just stay at one place and wonder alone.

People will think im crazy but they dont understand.

Love is a very impressive and difficult achievement for me and its not only on one particular area. Its about all. Family personal friends alll those shiit. All those shiit.

..

Usually i dont give up on others.

However others give up on me.

Sickening.

..

It is always my fault huh?

How

How to put this. Hmmm. I do things always for a reason. Pulling away from all of this.

Want you to realise you have someone by your side.

Someone cherish you.

Talk about it angers you but i dont care.

Want you to know.

Grr

What have i done?

Look

I look forward for your message.

I look forward for your call.

Im like one idiot waiting but it will never happen.

Crushed

Feeling crushed like those ice blends.

Okay crap. I dont feel like moving.

I feel like just stay at one place and wonder alone.

People will think im crazy but they dont understand.

Love is a very impressive and difficult achievement for me and its not only on one particular area. Its about all. Family personal friends alll those shiit. All those shiit.

Here i am alone once more nobody to whine to.

Fuck

Fuck the love.

I am

A sinner.

Horny day

Stop turning me on.

Family

Tell me what is family?

Tell me.

Why

Wont you make me feel like im your only girl in the world?

Tears

Tears running down these cheeks.

Effort

You're not even close to the word effort.

Happy times

I know it will never be the same.

I know it will never be alright.

Everybody pretending.

Everybody ignoring.

Everybody kept quiet.

Everybody keep to themselves.

I always envy those who have pridviledges to feel that way.


To feel happy.

PMS - ING.

realised

I just realise something
And i don't even like it,
my early months of the blog have my bad memories.
it just trigger those feelings.
Ugh, hatred. Fucking fucked face fucker.

I usually don't give damn shit on people opinion.
However this time, it really bugged me.
I feel like killing!!