Empty

When you know you are actually longing for someone to hold, there's no one there.

When you know you are actually missing someone, there's no one missing you back.

When you know you love that someone so much, that someone don't even love you back.

When you know your heart feels empty without that someone, you can't do anything about it.

Helpless as I can be.

Emotional as I tried not to.

Anger just buried inside.

I am breaking apart.

I can't rely on myself.

I'm trying to get back on my feet.

I'm trying to feel again.

I'm trying to love me again.

I love you but wait, what's good is love anyway.?

Loving you still.

I love you and you must know that. I miss you and you must know that. Only god knows how I feel. I told you before no words can describe the love I felt for you. I can't believe you left me cold like this. I'm still in denial. I can't accept this yet. I'm still in love with you.

Not okay.

If you know me too well. You shall know I'm not okay. So don't repeat question about me being okay because at the end of the fucking day I shall only reply I Will be okay.

I unable to find myself. I lost it. Seriously lost it. I drown myself in sorrow every single night. Just to think of you.

I just feel like cutting my heart out to show you how I feel for you but its fucking wrong to do it.

People said just let it go, you Will find someone. God have plans for us. However I can't let it go. Well, at the end of the day I must learn to let it go. Only left with a distant memories.

Personally, I think most guys are the same. Fucking Shit is contain in their head. Forgive me if you guys disagree but already stated MOST. I shall never look in relationship the same ever again. Sickening you can say.

I must be stupid to wait.

I have been thinking a lot nowadays. not myself. Mixture of feeling. Angry.. Sadness.. Mostly angry. Can't make myself detach of longing for someone. God help your poor soul. I can rely on myself.