Not okay.

If you know me too well. You shall know I'm not okay. So don't repeat question about me being okay because at the end of the fucking day I shall only reply I Will be okay.

I unable to find myself. I lost it. Seriously lost it. I drown myself in sorrow every single night. Just to think of you.

I just feel like cutting my heart out to show you how I feel for you but its fucking wrong to do it.

People said just let it go, you Will find someone. God have plans for us. However I can't let it go. Well, at the end of the day I must learn to let it go. Only left with a distant memories.

Personally, I think most guys are the same. Fucking Shit is contain in their head. Forgive me if you guys disagree but already stated MOST. I shall never look in relationship the same ever again. Sickening you can say.

I must be stupid to wait.