What I am feeling right now?
I have no idea.
It's like you don't want to move but you have to.
It's like you don't want to speak but you have to.
It's like you don't want to live but you have to.
I don't know where we heading to.
I am not oblivious to the fact that you are trying to make this right.
However i can't accept the fact you don't know where you heading to.
So where are we now?

I don't want to see you to ignore me.
I don't want to see my dreams all come crashing down.
I still have that child in me.

I want security and safety.
I want togetherness.

oh god.