Look

I look forward for your message.

I look forward for your call.

Im like one idiot waiting but it will never happen.

Crushed

Feeling crushed like those ice blends.

Okay crap. I dont feel like moving.

I feel like just stay at one place and wonder alone.

People will think im crazy but they dont understand.

Love is a very impressive and difficult achievement for me and its not only on one particular area. Its about all. Family personal friends alll those shiit. All those shiit.

Here i am alone once more nobody to whine to.

Fuck

Fuck the love.

I am

A sinner.

Horny day

Stop turning me on.

Family

Tell me what is family?

Tell me.

Why

Wont you make me feel like im your only girl in the world?

Tears

Tears running down these cheeks.

Effort

You're not even close to the word effort.

Happy times

I know it will never be the same.

I know it will never be alright.

Everybody pretending.

Everybody ignoring.

Everybody kept quiet.

Everybody keep to themselves.

I always envy those who have pridviledges to feel that way.


To feel happy.

PMS - ING.

realised

I just realise something
And i don't even like it,
my early months of the blog have my bad memories.
it just trigger those feelings.
Ugh, hatred. Fucking fucked face fucker.

I usually don't give damn shit on people opinion.
However this time, it really bugged me.
I feel like killing!!

lost.

i seriously lost you.
i don't know who you are anymore.
where are you?
you re not there anymore.
where are you?

Hello??

Hello earth people.
It has been ages since i've updated. I'm super packed with stuff.

I've seen alot nowadays. LIKE ALOT, seriously.
I'm happy to see others happy with their family and stuff.

Tidak baik faizah mengira. Tunggu lahh waktu datang.

I'm upset at the fact that some people don't change at all.
Some fuckers remain the same! Ughh. they digust me.

Izahh ni asyik-asyik masuk, complaint complain complaint.
What to do.?? HAISS!!

crap from you hole!

You said it is confirm.
Then you said it postpone.

It's all crap coming from your pie hole.
Seriously.

It has been a long long time since i update.
I bet there's spider webs all over.

I've been through hell. It's tiring to keep up.
I've no idea what to update.

All i want is care with action, not care with words.

I'm sick, you care?

Next month is so going to be a good month! :)

i've scratch my head til it bleeds. it's awesome. i try to think of a plan to kill. it's awesome.
it's good to be lost. it's awesome.

i keep on losing my temper. it's not awesome.

it's good to be alone. it's super awesome.

FUCK!

They avoid each other. They fight about money. They don't sleep with each other.
What fucking thing will happen next?

FUCK MY FUCKING WORLD!!

I think this post will just be full of crap.

I had enough of all the madness happen.
i wish i could just fade away just like that.

I know i have this issues. Anger issues. I know i know i know. People say relax and take a deep deep deep breath, i tried. I always try but what the heck. I really hate if people are just trying to be on my nerve by saying, you need to be more patient. FUCK THEM. I know their intention is true but i TRIED OKAY.

Fuck my mind for thinking too much of unnecesary stuff. It just clot my my mind up. Making it more confusing and all. Making me break down even more nowadays.

I'm on my verge to break.