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my lovely sister,
i love you so much.
i always pray for your safety.
i always pray for you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG KU.
i hope you change for the better,
i hope you change for yourself.
ignore other people dissing about you.
they are just losers that's why they talk about
somebody great like you.
haha.i look forward for you everyday.
i miss fighting with you.
i miss talkin about stuff with you!
i miss you faizan.

today there's this argument i had with my baby.
it's because of i'm going to concert this friday.
i was like blur.
he gave me a green light to go.
that's why i go.
atleast i asked him permission right?
i do care about his feelings.if i don't,i can just buy it without his knowing.
i doubt he knows i care about him.
he always complaining.i know it's for our good.
to know about our mistake.
to clear any misunderstanding.i know it ruhaizat.
for me,if you let me go with a clean heart.i okay with it.
now im not okay with it.
oh god.please give me strength.
i feel like im a jerk now.
i feel like im doing all the wrong things.
i suck at relationship.
i suck at the first place that's why i'm scare to fall in love.
i suck at confessing feelings.
i suck at pleasing people i love.
BUT
i do love you!
i do love but i just don't know how to show.
i know you just going with flow.
do you know how i feel when you do this?
you have no idea right?
do you?
i know you cant feel or maybe dont feel my expression of love.
but you..
i tried.iloveyou.
i miss you everyday,do you know?
i always pray for your safety,do you know?
i do care about you,do you know?