i was so pissed off today that actually to the extent that i cried.
incredibly angry.can you imagine?can you??
i actually cannot feel this way until now.
it's so bad.so very bad.

i was not born in singapore.that's part of my history.
it's a sensitive part of me.i don't take anything abt that a joke.
SERIOUSLY!well,i'm proud to be born there.:)
i am A SINGAPOREAN still.
so don't make a big fuss out of it.DAMN!

it happen in enrichment class just now.was sittin in circle.
have to introduce ourself and tell what would to change abt school and also what are you proud of.
ya,so it's my turn.jiahua pass the tennis ball to me.
so i started to BLABLABLA.
i dont know what to say abt what im proud of.
and this bloody human shouted lahh,something!
i was like FFFFFF!!!i turn and tears were actually form.
damn!i know at that point of time,i should not cry.
luckily i have aishah there.
THANKS AISHAH trully.i love you!

and i dont need people profiling my family background.
WANT TO KNOW BETTER COME APPROACH ME!
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff this people.
SERIOUS.this is partly why i don't like that group.
why should they open their big mouth!
and create such horrible untruth abt my family.oh god!!
YA ALLAH!
for your bloody info!SHE'S NOT PREGNANT.
there!!FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF this people!!
i just want a knife and carve their stupid face!

now,there's too much hatred.help me.

i miss baby.