Saturday, October 4, 2008

upset

yesterday go out with sayang.
we fight again.it's like every time we fight.
over the phone.over text message.even in person!
what the hell.
I'm a sensitive person.i do admit!
and sometime i do thing according to my thinking.
like giving my schedule to manager.the next thing i knew he was upset abt it.
i don't know what to do seriously.i WAS like damned?
i give four days a week.well i have nothing to do during my holidays.
seriously.i don't feel like in a festive mood this year.weird!
BTW it's my first time almost to tears when asking for forgiveness.
weird right.i love seeing my family member cry.
don't ask why.I'm crazy/Gila!!
hehe!!
patch up with sayang already!!
but he still sad.
i know it's over something.
then he said something abt future.OH GOD.
what is sit this time.i don't want to lose him.

i doubt he KNOWS my feelings.