I feel like giving up.

Mark my words.
I don't care if you don't care.
I feel there's no respect between me and you.
I feel that you don't value me at all.

"Flaws and all" -Beyonce

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

[Repeat Chorus]

if there's a contest title sleeping queen.
i can be the queen.

i swear if i have the power to kill.
i will kill!! i will kill all of you!!
two faces bitch!!

Don't tell me you guys don't kiss.
I'm freaking bored and at the same time feeling relax.
I'm off now. Finding food.

How to kiss with passion.

I stayed home today.
I slept the whole day.
I like it.

LOVE OF MY LIFE.

First of all, SOUR SWEETS ROCKS!! YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!

It is my company when i'm sleepy. Even it doesn't make any different.

I know it make alot of effort in waking me up.

Secondly, COFFEE!!! YOU ARE MY LOVER. ALWAYS MINE.

Yeahh, this lover of mine always get a kiss from me for almost every morning.

I feel lost and empty when i don't have you in my starting day.

I keep on losing into my wonderland and i need a hard nudge from a friend to stay alive.

You make a different in my life.

Thirdly, MY SOFT SPONGECAKE BED. YOU ARE SIGNIFICANT IN MY LIFE.

Yes you darling have been there for me every single day. Yes you, i love you baby.

You have been there for me in sadness, madness, craziness, hotness, coldness and alot more i can do with you. I want to thank you for loving me and accepting me for the way i am.

I want to be with you every single day. Every morning, when i part from you, i feel lost.

I miss you till i sleep practically everywhere. Outside MLT, train, bus and while standing up.

I miss you that much. You are the love of my life.

If you don't care. i don't care too.

I Miss You.

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

I Miss You : Incubus.

I'm addicted to facebook. laugh out loud.
Who doesn't?

harmony? your bloody head!

I'm bored lazy. All that related to sloth.
I'm feeling that.

I just don't know how to react on certain things.
I just don't know what to say anymore.
I just don't know how to feel.

I'm cruel at times, evil too. Spare me, that's the way i am.

I think THIS is unfair.
Look around you, what you see the most?
Look around you, what you hear the most?
Look around you, how you feel about THIS?
People says life is unfair.
I know it's unfair.
THIS is too obvious.
It's just not fair anymore.

I'm furious but what can i do?

NOTHING.
Nothing can change THIS.

Just wait and see.
I'll die because of exhaustion.
yes, i will.

There's too much insecurities.
I just don't know how to face them when the time come.

Firstly, happy birthday to dear Yong-Yong. :)

I've fallen deeper and i like it. :)

I just have no mood in almost everything i do.
A lot of assignment. I wish i can just kill myself without feeling the pain.
I just lost interest to almost everything.

I just don't get it. Why the hell it happened to me?
What did i do? I can't picture myself with someone ignoring me.
It'll be emotional for me.
I should have just shut my pie hole and pretend nothing happen.
God, help me.

I sleep almost every time in train. To and fro.
I sleep like a pig. With all the sudden jerk. Mouth open. Almost miss my station.
Yes, that bad til other passenger actually can laugh.
Yeah right, I'm a clown to you guys.

SOMETIMES

I FEEL THAT YOU DON'T BOTHER ABOUT ME AT ALL.

current addiction.